By Rune Belsvik
A backside hatch opens and one thing rushes out, sprinkles down, disappears, and I’m wondering what I ought to do with it, one thing is ready for me to discover a answer to this leak, this outburst, all this that simply disappears at nice velocity now, and I believe that I simply should let it occur, as a result of my job is to assume the sound, so I repeat the sound, don’t I, sure, there it’s, he thinks, and is attentive to it, do’nt be so targeted and decided, let go a bit, let go, then it will likely be gone, or not less than nearly gone, I believe, however I’m not going to start out a serious problem-solving now, somewhat stick with what’s, no matter it’s, sure, all this feels a bit waisted, with out significance or which means and one thing in me will begin once more, have a second likelihood, make it higher, however my expertise tells me that it’s exactly this that’s right here now, a sense that it’s destroyed and that it should go away, this sense have to be allowed to run wild because it desires, I don’t want to manage it, be careful for it, no, my job right here is to assume the meditation sound, sure, sure, that’s what I’m going to do, however not too keen, both, not clinging to the sound, and all of a sudden I’m out of one thing I’ve been deep into, sure, it looks like I’ve simply slipped out of one thing that was essential to me for a very long time, however what it was, I don’t know, there might need been one thing a couple of woman in a vibrant coat, no, no, one thing vibrant, or, no, no, the sound, sure the sound, however what was it, and why ought to or not it’s hidden from me, and now this work right here, what sort of work is that this, to place a black leather-based vest over a black automobile, sure, the vest is the roof of the automobile, and it must be finished nicely, however I mustn’t overlook to name my pal afterwards, he struggles a lot, has all of a sudden develop into so stressed he can’t sleep, can hardly breathe, sure, that’s what he mentioned, it looks like I can’t breathe, both, are you afraid you’re going to die, I mentioned, and he mentioned it was disagreeable and even creepy, poor factor, I mustn’t overlook to name him, we’re associates, however isn’t the sound distant, only a distant rumble that doesn’t concern me, I need to take into consideration the sound and be attentive to it in a cautious manner, and now the time is nearly up, and there’s a lot of duties ready to be finished, poor me, however throughout Easter or in the summertime I hope it will likely be potential for me to go to a retreat once more, get extra time, be capable to sit like this for days, after which the tough however essential discuss within the group afterwards, in order that my persona doesn’t rust, that I don’t get caught in my very own zeal, however that I’ll swing a bit, sure, that one thing tiny is rocking right here.
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Language editor: Anne Grete Hersoug
